இந்த வருடத்தில் பிப்ரவரி மாதம் ஒரு நாள் 'வாழ்வே மயம்' என்று மகாகவி சித்தன் என்ற தலைப்பில் ஒரு பதிவு எழுதி இருந்தேன். அது முடிந்ததும், சீனாவில் இருக்கும் நண்பர் அனீஸுடன் ஒரு நெடும் சாட் செய்தேன். அது கீழே ::
6:51 PM aneez: enna machi wait and c
6:54 PM me: nee mattum smiles of sharksnu vechirukke
aneez: naanga suraa'daaa
me: ethu.. intha puttu seyya use pannuvaangale.. athu thaane.. (prop:ch-28)
6:55 PM aneez: deiii
sonthamaa dialogue elutungaada
me: oooooooooo
6:56 PM ivaru ellame sonthama thaan pannuvaaru...
6:57 PM aneez: aamaa machi
atleast leassuu eduthavathu pannuvom
me: correctda...
then...
tamil blog...?
6:58 PM aneez: kattyam eluthanumdaaa
but officela konjam velai kodukuraanungaa
me: aana time thaan illaa..
corect?
aneez: within march end i will have finished some of my pathivugal
me: china time?
6:59 PM aneez: 9.30
me: DEI.....
naan kaettathu march end china timelaya...?
;'_
;-)
7:00 PM aneez: deii jokeaa athuuuu
kilinjathu pooop
me: ok.. ok.. thanda thanda cool cool
appura epdi irukku chinese kulir...?
7:01 PM aneez: romba jaasthi machi
me: suudu ethikka vendiyathu thaane..
tea, coffe kudichu
7:02 PM aneez: machi ippo thaan black daniel 2 round adichu mudichen
me: GREATDA
aneez: idhukku mela tea kudichaa vaandhi vanthurunm
7:03 PM me: chinese pixes ellam update pannalaamla
chinese padikka nalla website ethavathu sollu machi...
7:04 PM aneez: website ellam illai machi
here chinese is full of confusion
me: then
aneez: each dialect is like a different language
me: nee epdi pozakkira..
7:05 PM aneez: naan enga padikuren
padikanum machi
me: dei.. nee eppadi makkalkitta pesi pizaikkiranu kaetten..
7:06 PM aneez: enga pesuren
full sign language thaan
me: appuram ellame saikai thaanaa..
bath room enganu epdi keppa...? as usual school paiyan maathiriya enna?
7:07 PM aneez: amamdaa
ithu enna americavaa
roadlaa onnukku adikka vendiyathu thaan
me: appa namma uur maathiri thaan. prechnaiye illa..
aneez: aamaa machiii
me: sappadu ellam..
7:08 PM paambuk kari. thavalai leg soup (4 kaal vera)..
aneez: we go to some english restaurantss
epadiooo polappu poguthudaa
ellam saapudaa vendiyathu thaan
me: EDS thaana
7:09 PM aana athaiyum saappidap pazaku... life means learning....
aneez: aaama machi
here i am learning lot abt life da
7:10 PM me: Great... thats the experiences shape our journey...
7:11 PM u have to update ur travels and experiences in blogs... that will be another Yuan-swang's notes for the future generations...
aneez: kattayam machi
i am not travelling
i will start that very soon
7:12 PM innum inga salary and reimbursements varalai
once i get that i will do thingss
me: here Travelling means im not telling about spatial travel.. ur travel in time domain.. from yesterday to today and towards tomorrow... Life Travel...
7:13 PM aneez: apadinguraa
potruvommm
me: in this type of travel u have lot of experiences, which i am not having...and not me, every1 has their own experiences in this travel towards god...
those must be recorded. for the future...
7:14 PM future children...
aneez: machi spirtualityaa pesuraa
7:15 PM me: konjuundu thyaanam pannip paarththeen.. theriyaatha, puriyaatha sila vishayangal konjak konjamaa theriya varuthu.. thats our country's treasure illaiya...?
not religious, not regarding gods..
aneez: not only ourss
me: its about our body...
7:16 PM aneez: in every oriental country
meditation is there
me: correct...
thirumuularnu oru sithar enna solli irukkarna, "uunudampu aalayam. puusai koLLa vaaraay paraaparamee'ngkaraar..
7:17 PM aneez: thirumoolar have told lot ofthingsss
me: that means our body is temple. god is inside... ww have to worship him..
aneez: vaasi and moochu pathi niraya pesi erukkaar
me: but antha song namakku oru memory song-aave tamil lessonla( state board) came...
nee athaiyellam paani irukkiyaa.
7:18 PM i now only joine vethathiri maharishi's yoga practices...
aneez: try panrenn
me: seriously etho irukku machi...
aneez: nalla vishayamda athu
i have respect over vethathri maharishi
me: kannai muudi yosichaa neraiya puriyuthu,..
aneez: pollachi pakathula aaliyarula erukku avaroda asiramam
hahaa
me: s...
aneez: romba thelivu venum machi vaalkailaa
7:19 PM me: what is this life, for whom i came to this world, is this someone's wish/ dream.. if once he got up, will we vanish...
questions.. questions...
aneez: hahaa
7:20 PM life is not easy'da once this questions start to comess
me: is completing this project and sucking the customer's legs and a** is the reason for my life..
aneez: but without getting confused and diverted u have to find answerss
me: sometimes i confused regarding this...
aneez: haha machi
naan thaniya inga vanthathukku idhuvum oru kaaranam
me: romba pesaren nu ninaikkiren...
aneez: want to feel me with me
7:21 PM illaidaaa
me: muthu padam paathrirukkiya...?
aneez: thoppilaey erunthaalum ovovuru maramum thani maramnu oru siththar paadal erukku
paarthen
me: correctda...
7:22 PM athula thalaivar vayasanavara jameenkku varuvaaru.. appo 'antha veettu amma enga poi irukkaanga'nu ketpaaru
vadivel koyilikkunu solluvaaru
aneez: hmm
me: ethukkunu ketpaaru
vadivel sirichukitte koiyilukku ethukku povaanga, saami kumbidanu solluvaaru
aneez: hmm
7:23 PM me: thalaivar appo, veettukkulla irukkira vinayakar silaiyaik kaatti appo ithu yaarunu keettuttu, 'SAAMIYAI ULLAYE VECHUKITTU VELIYA THEDARAANGA'nu solli vizunthu vizunthu sirippaaru..
enna oru thaththuvamm...
really god is here, inside us...
aneez: aamadaa
7:24 PM kammunatty engeyoo ullai olinju erukaarr
thedurathukkuleyae thaavu theernthurum
kidaikkum poluthu romba thevai pada maattaar
7:25 PM me: in school days after i think 8th, appo biology padichathukku appuram, nethiyaith thattip paarthu'ithellam verum proteinsum, amino acidsum thaana..'nu ninaichup paarthathu ellam ninaivukku varuthu...;-)
god thevaip padaatha stage vera irukka enna..
7:26 PM aneez: haha
kadavullum neeyum onna aanathukku aporam avar yen thevai pada poraarr
me: think panna vechitta.
7:27 PM nee intha maari think panni irukkiya
aneez: nirayaaa
7:28 PM pala neram it was like that i am inserted into a bag called body
me: Greatda..
naanum athu pola thought
aneez: great ellam illaai
7:29 PM there are millions who think like us
the matter is who gets the truth
me: ethuvum unmai illa.. ethuvum poi illa..
7:30 PM aneez: aamaa machi
apadi illai
ellam unmai
ellam poi
bharathi sonna maadhri
Maayakannan avan
7:31 PM me: once i walked under thro chennai's anal hotty sun, i was sweated...
suddenly one thought arised.
7:32 PM aneez: ennadhu
me: this hot is from sun.. when? the earth is facing the sun, so veyil.. but apart from this very very small sun, the universe id filled with darkness..
so y i have to worry abt this thakkanoondu dun
7:33 PM thuliyoondu sun..
pirapanjsaththai nirappiyulla iruL
aneez: haha...actually spirituality is not feeling greatness by insulting the nature and co-humans
it's co-existence
7:34 PM me: illa. inot insulted sun.. i feel why i worry abt this sun..
aneez: spirituality worry'um illai
me: sun does his duty, i told y we should thitting sun for the veyil..
aneez: ethuvum illaida athuu
aanaal ellam unndu
7:35 PM who said that sun's duty is to heat???
unkitta sun vandhu soluchaa?
me: illa
aneez: ennada kathai vidureengaa
if u dont understand or know a thing then how can u say about that thing and it's duties
7:36 PM me: naan solla varathu "intha suuriyan ippadi koluthuthe"nu erichal pattukittu irukkama, namma velaiyai AMAITHIyaa paakka mudinjathu athukkappuram
7:37 PM aneez: haha yethukku nee enakku ivloo kasttapattu explain panraa???
so u r having the feeelin and fear of being mis understood?
me: s
aneez: idhuvum illai spirituality
7:38 PM being none and being one
me: then whats as ur scale
aneez: i dont have any scale
me: being none and being one
aneez: does god has any scale?
me: great point
7:39 PM no
aneez: how do u know ????
may be god has a scale or maybe he doesn't
me: ninaichen ipdi keppanu
aneez: the point is to understand that there exists no need to understand
just to feel
7:40 PM no fucking explanation
me: entha feelingai appo nee godnu solluva
7:41 PM aneez: ethukku pirikuraa ellatheyum
kolanthaiyayum kadavul thaan padaikuraar
kolanthaiyaa kolra kolaikaranaeyum avar thaan padaikuraar
7:42 PM me: ithukku enna solrathunu theriyala
antha kozantha thaan kolaikaaranaa aaaguthu illaya..
7:43 PM aneez: aamaa appo yaaru kettavan yaaru nallavan
appo kadavul'nu oruthar illaiyaa?
7:44 PM me: irukkar..
aana kadavulai epdi neenga nallathu mattum mpanravarnu eduthukkireenga
7:45 PM aneez: apadiyaa..daily africa'la oru paavamum seyyadhaa 5000 children are dying
why he is playing games with them
appo kadavuley kettadhu panraaruna naangaa panna koodathaa?
7:46 PM apadi nallathu kettadhu rendumey pannina..apppo avaroda character enna manusa characteraa???
ennada kathai vudureengaa
7:47 PM me: intha discussion kadavul irukkaraa illayaanu poittu irukku...
aneez: illaiyaee
yaaru sonna it is goind towards some characters about god
existence is one of them
me: avar enga exist?
aneez: do u ever felt ur existence without any other human beings or bodies ???
7:48 PM me: angayavathu heaven-laya.. illa un manasaula...
aneez: u always need some other thing to prove your existence
7:49 PM me: sometimes i feel other persons as a sand pot which has 9 holes on it..
me too..
athanaala yaar meelayum kobam vara maattenguthu..
aneez: hahaa....
me: sari poo nu vidath thonrathu...
7:50 PM aneez: thani perungobam venumda intha vayathil
kobam illadha vaalvu veeen machi
me: enakku kobam en meela thaan...
aneez: bharathiyae Sinam palaga solli erukkaan
7:51 PM dei nalla thelivaana manadhu thevai spirituality'kku
me: theruvila pora naayai anbaa paakkath thoonuthu..
aneez: it's not a easy one
me: athuvum oru uir thananu thoonuthu
aneez: anbum + kobam + panivu + thairiyam ipadi ellam erukanummm
naaya naaya paarkanum....
manusana manusanaaa paarkanam
7:52 PM spirituality needs lot of intelligence
self indulgence
self questioning
relentless search
me: unakkum athukkum ore uyirnu therinjappuram epdi athai kal eduthu adikka thonum?
aneez: naan kal eduthu adikalai machi
inga nalla fry panni tharuvaangaa
me: ;-)
7:53 PM aneez: athai vaangi sapida thonudhu
deiii romba thannirakkam koodathu
spirituality'laa
u need a master machi
me: naanum inga chicken fish sappittukittu thaan irukken..
aneez: yogic practices,books,self questioning and search wont suffice
me: but i think im in transition stage...
aneez: guru illaaa viththaai aadathu
nalla guruva mothala thedikkkooo
7:54 PM me: yaar gurunu theriyala
aneez: first test his qualities
athu therinjaa 50% over machi
once u got a guru surrender urself to him
he will take care of u
it takes lot of years to get the guru
7:55 PM be patient and pray,meditate relentless to the GOD for a guru
me: innum 14k days thaan life.. athukkulla naan enna ellam pannanum..?
aneez: the divine path will send u the one
unakku evan sonna apadiii
7:56 PM me: unakku onnu theriyuma..?
aneez: do u think after we lose this body everything over?
yes
me: athu theriyalaye,...
theriyaama thaane ella kozappamum...
aneez: haaha aporam ennada 14k dayss
poda poii polappa paaruu
me: kanakku pottu paaru.. 60 yearskku innum evlo naalnu...
7:57 PM aneez: mothala kadamaiyaa mudingooo kannaasss
me: athai thaanda firste sonnen..
aneez: unnnai nambi erukura un kudumbathukku seyya vendiyathu ellam senjutiyaa
me: ethu en kadamai... customer satifacion..?
illa nu ninaikkiren...
aneez: athu un vayithu polappu
niraya kadamai erukkudaa
7:58 PM me: niraiya kelvikal vara vara.. athu ellam mounathila mudiyuthu..
aneez: ellatheyum thavarama senjittey thaan sidela self realisationum nadakanum
me: ethaiyum pesama mounamaa irukka thonuthu...
aneez: goodd
unnakku aairam peru aairam padhil koduthaalum
un manam kodukura mounam thaan perusu
7:59 PM me: as a black hole questions immerse into silence..coz they arose from silence illaiyaa..
aneez: deiii manam oru maayaiii
me: last year book fair chennai i bougth The Holy QuirOn also...
and tried to read..
just 4 pages i fell..
athukku mela poga mudiyala..
8:00 PM ramakrishnar, vivekanandharnu padichup paarthutten..
bivle school daysla padichu paarthen..
8:01 PM i believe u understand im not bandhafying by telling all these secrets to you...
aneez: idhu ellam secret illaida
8:02 PM who ever searches the divine all those millions are doing this same
me: llai ithu varaikkum yaarttayum sonnathilllla..
bharathiyoda ellap paattum pidikkum athai vida antha paattu..
"nirpathuve"..
8:03 PM bharathiyum oru sithar thaannu sonnap paattu illa athu..
"yaanum oru sithanaaga vantheen"nu paadinaar illaiyaa.
aneez: amanda
avar konjam over dose
dervish'nu englishlaa solluvaangaa
antha maadhri paarty adhu
me: avar vantha neeram sari illaa..
aneez: evan sonnaa?
8:04 PM me: athanaala country pathi pada vendiyathaa poyiduthu...
aneez: dei bharathi vandha velaiyaa correctaaa pannittaan
dei siththarnnaa epppovum kadaval pathi thaan paadanumaaa
me: illaatti oru yogiyaa aaga vendiyavaru...
aneez: ennangadaa idhuuu
me: kaanbathellam verum kanavaa..?
aneez: epovumey oru dappakkuliyaa adaikuringalaey
me: enga appa iranthappo veettukku ponapp en ninaivukku vantha lines ithu...
8:05 PM naanum verum kanavaa- intha njaalamum poi thaanaa..?
aneez: machi naan sooru thinna poren...
eennna thaan aanmeegam pesinalum
me: ellam poinu ponappuram appraisal illai, increment pathalainu sandai podarathula enna arththam irukku...
8:06 PM aneez: vayitrikkum siridhu eethuruvom
me: naan intha vayasukku thakuntha aal illa..
evlo neram aagum.. have i wait..?
aneez: deiii ellam nalla thaan erukkuuu
inga time 10.30
8:07 PM me: ok.. appo eatiituu thuungu..
naallaikku paarkkalaam.
aneez: deii whatever happening to u is good and rightt
me: s...
im also beleiving that...
romba mokkai pottutoom nu ninaikkiren..
aneez: just feel it and try to do thingss
have nice time
bye d
a
me: thanks da for a very good conversation...
8:08 PM byeda...
God bless u...
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