Wednesday, July 09, 2008

ஏதோ தெரிஞ்சிருக்கா..?

ந்த வருடத்தில் பிப்ரவரி மாதம் ஒரு நாள் 'வாழ்வே மயம்' என்று மகாகவி சித்தன் என்ற தலைப்பில் ஒரு பதிவு எழுதி இருந்தேன். அது முடிந்ததும், சீனாவில் இருக்கும் நண்பர் அனீஸுடன் ஒரு நெடும் சாட் செய்தேன். அது கீழே ::

6:51 PM aneez: enna machi wait and c
6:54 PM me: nee mattum smiles of sharksnu vechirukke
aneez: naanga suraa'daaa
me: ethu.. intha puttu seyya use pannuvaangale.. athu thaane.. (prop:ch-28)
6:55 PM aneez: deiii
sonthamaa dialogue elutungaada
me: oooooooooo
6:56 PM ivaru ellame sonthama thaan pannuvaaru...
6:57 PM aneez: aamaa machi
atleast leassuu eduthavathu pannuvom
me: correctda...
then...
tamil blog...?
6:58 PM aneez: kattyam eluthanumdaaa
but officela konjam velai kodukuraanungaa
me: aana time thaan illaa..
corect?
aneez: within march end i will have finished some of my pathivugal
me: china time?
6:59 PM aneez: 9.30
me: DEI.....
naan kaettathu march end china timelaya...?
;'_
;-)
7:00 PM aneez: deii jokeaa athuuuu
kilinjathu pooop
me: ok.. ok.. thanda thanda cool cool
appura epdi irukku chinese kulir...?
7:01 PM aneez: romba jaasthi machi
me: suudu ethikka vendiyathu thaane..
tea, coffe kudichu
7:02 PM aneez: machi ippo thaan black daniel 2 round adichu mudichen
me: GREATDA
aneez: idhukku mela tea kudichaa vaandhi vanthurunm
7:03 PM me: chinese pixes ellam update pannalaamla
chinese padikka nalla website ethavathu sollu machi...
7:04 PM aneez: website ellam illai machi
here chinese is full of confusion
me: then
aneez: each dialect is like a different language
me: nee epdi pozakkira..
7:05 PM aneez: naan enga padikuren
padikanum machi
me: dei.. nee eppadi makkalkitta pesi pizaikkiranu kaetten..
7:06 PM aneez: enga pesuren
full sign language thaan
me: appuram ellame saikai thaanaa..
bath room enganu epdi keppa...? as usual school paiyan maathiriya enna?
7:07 PM aneez: amamdaa
ithu enna americavaa
roadlaa onnukku adikka vendiyathu thaan
me: appa namma uur maathiri thaan. prechnaiye illa..
aneez: aamaa machiii
me: sappadu ellam..
7:08 PM paambuk kari. thavalai leg soup (4 kaal vera)..
aneez: we go to some english restaurantss
epadiooo polappu poguthudaa
ellam saapudaa vendiyathu thaan
me: EDS thaana
7:09 PM aana athaiyum saappidap pazaku... life means learning....
aneez: aaama machi
here i am learning lot abt life da
7:10 PM me: Great... thats the experiences shape our journey...
7:11 PM u have to update ur travels and experiences in blogs... that will be another Yuan-swang's notes for the future generations...
aneez: kattayam machi
i am not travelling
i will start that very soon
7:12 PM innum inga salary and reimbursements varalai
once i get that i will do thingss
me: here Travelling means im not telling about spatial travel.. ur travel in time domain.. from yesterday to today and towards tomorrow... Life Travel...
7:13 PM aneez: apadinguraa
potruvommm
me: in this type of travel u have lot of experiences, which i am not having...and not me, every1 has their own experiences in this travel towards god...
those must be recorded. for the future...
7:14 PM future children...
aneez: machi spirtualityaa pesuraa
7:15 PM me: konjuundu thyaanam pannip paarththeen.. theriyaatha, puriyaatha sila vishayangal konjak konjamaa theriya varuthu.. thats our country's treasure illaiya...?
not religious, not regarding gods..
aneez: not only ourss
me: its about our body...
7:16 PM aneez: in every oriental country
meditation is there
me: correct...
thirumuularnu oru sithar enna solli irukkarna, "uunudampu aalayam. puusai koLLa vaaraay paraaparamee'ngkaraar..
7:17 PM aneez: thirumoolar have told lot ofthingsss
me: that means our body is temple. god is inside... ww have to worship him..
aneez: vaasi and moochu pathi niraya pesi erukkaar
me: but antha song namakku oru memory song-aave tamil lessonla( state board) came...
nee athaiyellam paani irukkiyaa.
7:18 PM i now only joine vethathiri maharishi's yoga practices...
aneez: try panrenn
me: seriously etho irukku machi...
aneez: nalla vishayamda athu
i have respect over vethathri maharishi
me: kannai muudi yosichaa neraiya puriyuthu,..
aneez: pollachi pakathula aaliyarula erukku avaroda asiramam
hahaa
me: s...
aneez: romba thelivu venum machi vaalkailaa
7:19 PM me: what is this life, for whom i came to this world, is this someone's wish/ dream.. if once he got up, will we vanish...
questions.. questions...
aneez: hahaa
7:20 PM life is not easy'da once this questions start to comess
me: is completing this project and sucking the customer's legs and a** is the reason for my life..
aneez: but without getting confused and diverted u have to find answerss
me: sometimes i confused regarding this...
aneez: haha machi
naan thaniya inga vanthathukku idhuvum oru kaaranam
me: romba pesaren nu ninaikkiren...
aneez: want to feel me with me
7:21 PM illaidaaa
me: muthu padam paathrirukkiya...?
aneez: thoppilaey erunthaalum ovovuru maramum thani maramnu oru siththar paadal erukku
paarthen
me: correctda...
7:22 PM athula thalaivar vayasanavara jameenkku varuvaaru.. appo 'antha veettu amma enga poi irukkaanga'nu ketpaaru
vadivel koyilikkunu solluvaaru
aneez: hmm
me: ethukkunu ketpaaru
vadivel sirichukitte koiyilukku ethukku povaanga, saami kumbidanu solluvaaru
aneez: hmm
7:23 PM me: thalaivar appo, veettukkulla irukkira vinayakar silaiyaik kaatti appo ithu yaarunu keettuttu, 'SAAMIYAI ULLAYE VECHUKITTU VELIYA THEDARAANGA'nu solli vizunthu vizunthu sirippaaru..
enna oru thaththuvamm...
really god is here, inside us...
aneez: aamadaa
7:24 PM kammunatty engeyoo ullai olinju erukaarr
thedurathukkuleyae thaavu theernthurum
kidaikkum poluthu romba thevai pada maattaar
7:25 PM me: in school days after i think 8th, appo biology padichathukku appuram, nethiyaith thattip paarthu'ithellam verum proteinsum, amino acidsum thaana..'nu ninaichup paarthathu ellam ninaivukku varuthu...;-)
god thevaip padaatha stage vera irukka enna..
7:26 PM aneez: haha
kadavullum neeyum onna aanathukku aporam avar yen thevai pada poraarr
me: think panna vechitta.
7:27 PM nee intha maari think panni irukkiya
aneez: nirayaaa
7:28 PM pala neram it was like that i am inserted into a bag called body
me: Greatda..
naanum athu pola thought
aneez: great ellam illaai
7:29 PM there are millions who think like us
the matter is who gets the truth
me: ethuvum unmai illa.. ethuvum poi illa..
7:30 PM aneez: aamaa machi
apadi illai
ellam unmai
ellam poi
bharathi sonna maadhri
Maayakannan avan
7:31 PM me: once i walked under thro chennai's anal hotty sun, i was sweated...
suddenly one thought arised.
7:32 PM aneez: ennadhu
me: this hot is from sun.. when? the earth is facing the sun, so veyil.. but apart from this very very small sun, the universe id filled with darkness..
so y i have to worry abt this thakkanoondu dun
7:33 PM thuliyoondu sun..
pirapanjsaththai nirappiyulla iruL
aneez: haha...actually spirituality is not feeling greatness by insulting the nature and co-humans
it's co-existence
7:34 PM me: illa. inot insulted sun.. i feel why i worry abt this sun..
aneez: spirituality worry'um illai
me: sun does his duty, i told y we should thitting sun for the veyil..
aneez: ethuvum illaida athuu
aanaal ellam unndu
7:35 PM who said that sun's duty is to heat???
unkitta sun vandhu soluchaa?
me: illa
aneez: ennada kathai vidureengaa
if u dont understand or know a thing then how can u say about that thing and it's duties
7:36 PM me: naan solla varathu "intha suuriyan ippadi koluthuthe"nu erichal pattukittu irukkama, namma velaiyai AMAITHIyaa paakka mudinjathu athukkappuram
7:37 PM aneez: haha yethukku nee enakku ivloo kasttapattu explain panraa???
so u r having the feeelin and fear of being mis understood?
me: s
aneez: idhuvum illai spirituality
7:38 PM being none and being one
me: then whats as ur scale
aneez: i dont have any scale
me: being none and being one
aneez: does god has any scale?
me: great point
7:39 PM no
aneez: how do u know ????
may be god has a scale or maybe he doesn't
me: ninaichen ipdi keppanu
aneez: the point is to understand that there exists no need to understand
just to feel
7:40 PM no fucking explanation
me: entha feelingai appo nee godnu solluva
7:41 PM aneez: ethukku pirikuraa ellatheyum
kolanthaiyayum kadavul thaan padaikuraar
kolanthaiyaa kolra kolaikaranaeyum avar thaan padaikuraar
7:42 PM me: ithukku enna solrathunu theriyala
antha kozantha thaan kolaikaaranaa aaaguthu illaya..
7:43 PM aneez: aamaa appo yaaru kettavan yaaru nallavan
appo kadavul'nu oruthar illaiyaa?
7:44 PM me: irukkar..
aana kadavulai epdi neenga nallathu mattum mpanravarnu eduthukkireenga
7:45 PM aneez: apadiyaa..daily africa'la oru paavamum seyyadhaa 5000 children are dying
why he is playing games with them
appo kadavuley kettadhu panraaruna naangaa panna koodathaa?
7:46 PM apadi nallathu kettadhu rendumey pannina..apppo avaroda character enna manusa characteraa???
ennada kathai vudureengaa
7:47 PM me: intha discussion kadavul irukkaraa illayaanu poittu irukku...
aneez: illaiyaee
yaaru sonna it is goind towards some characters about god
existence is one of them
me: avar enga exist?
aneez: do u ever felt ur existence without any other human beings or bodies ???
7:48 PM me: angayavathu heaven-laya.. illa un manasaula...
aneez: u always need some other thing to prove your existence
7:49 PM me: sometimes i feel other persons as a sand pot which has 9 holes on it..
me too..
athanaala yaar meelayum kobam vara maattenguthu..
aneez: hahaa....
me: sari poo nu vidath thonrathu...
7:50 PM aneez: thani perungobam venumda intha vayathil
kobam illadha vaalvu veeen machi
me: enakku kobam en meela thaan...
aneez: bharathiyae Sinam palaga solli erukkaan
7:51 PM dei nalla thelivaana manadhu thevai spirituality'kku
me: theruvila pora naayai anbaa paakkath thoonuthu..
aneez: it's not a easy one
me: athuvum oru uir thananu thoonuthu
aneez: anbum + kobam + panivu + thairiyam ipadi ellam erukanummm
naaya naaya paarkanum....
manusana manusanaaa paarkanam
7:52 PM spirituality needs lot of intelligence
self indulgence
self questioning
relentless search
me: unakkum athukkum ore uyirnu therinjappuram epdi athai kal eduthu adikka thonum?
aneez: naan kal eduthu adikalai machi
inga nalla fry panni tharuvaangaa
me: ;-)
7:53 PM aneez: athai vaangi sapida thonudhu
deiii romba thannirakkam koodathu
spirituality'laa
u need a master machi
me: naanum inga chicken fish sappittukittu thaan irukken..
aneez: yogic practices,books,self questioning and search wont suffice
me: but i think im in transition stage...
aneez: guru illaaa viththaai aadathu
nalla guruva mothala thedikkkooo
7:54 PM me: yaar gurunu theriyala
aneez: first test his qualities
athu therinjaa 50% over machi
once u got a guru surrender urself to him
he will take care of u
it takes lot of years to get the guru
7:55 PM be patient and pray,meditate relentless to the GOD for a guru
me: innum 14k days thaan life.. athukkulla naan enna ellam pannanum..?
aneez: the divine path will send u the one
unakku evan sonna apadiii
7:56 PM me: unakku onnu theriyuma..?
aneez: do u think after we lose this body everything over?
yes
me: athu theriyalaye,...
theriyaama thaane ella kozappamum...
aneez: haaha aporam ennada 14k dayss
poda poii polappa paaruu
me: kanakku pottu paaru.. 60 yearskku innum evlo naalnu...
7:57 PM aneez: mothala kadamaiyaa mudingooo kannaasss
me: athai thaanda firste sonnen..
aneez: unnnai nambi erukura un kudumbathukku seyya vendiyathu ellam senjutiyaa
me: ethu en kadamai... customer satifacion..?
illa nu ninaikkiren...
aneez: athu un vayithu polappu
niraya kadamai erukkudaa
7:58 PM me: niraiya kelvikal vara vara.. athu ellam mounathila mudiyuthu..
aneez: ellatheyum thavarama senjittey thaan sidela self realisationum nadakanum
me: ethaiyum pesama mounamaa irukka thonuthu...
aneez: goodd
unnakku aairam peru aairam padhil koduthaalum
un manam kodukura mounam thaan perusu
7:59 PM me: as a black hole questions immerse into silence..coz they arose from silence illaiyaa..
aneez: deiii manam oru maayaiii
me: last year book fair chennai i bougth The Holy QuirOn also...
and tried to read..
just 4 pages i fell..
athukku mela poga mudiyala..
8:00 PM ramakrishnar, vivekanandharnu padichup paarthutten..
bivle school daysla padichu paarthen..
8:01 PM i believe u understand im not bandhafying by telling all these secrets to you...
aneez: idhu ellam secret illaida
8:02 PM who ever searches the divine all those millions are doing this same
me: llai ithu varaikkum yaarttayum sonnathilllla..
bharathiyoda ellap paattum pidikkum athai vida antha paattu..
"nirpathuve"..
8:03 PM bharathiyum oru sithar thaannu sonnap paattu illa athu..
"yaanum oru sithanaaga vantheen"nu paadinaar illaiyaa.
aneez: amanda
avar konjam over dose
dervish'nu englishlaa solluvaangaa
antha maadhri paarty adhu
me: avar vantha neeram sari illaa..
aneez: evan sonnaa?
8:04 PM me: athanaala country pathi pada vendiyathaa poyiduthu...
aneez: dei bharathi vandha velaiyaa correctaaa pannittaan
dei siththarnnaa epppovum kadaval pathi thaan paadanumaaa
me: illaatti oru yogiyaa aaga vendiyavaru...
aneez: ennangadaa idhuuu
me: kaanbathellam verum kanavaa..?
aneez: epovumey oru dappakkuliyaa adaikuringalaey
me: enga appa iranthappo veettukku ponapp en ninaivukku vantha lines ithu...
8:05 PM naanum verum kanavaa- intha njaalamum poi thaanaa..?
aneez: machi naan sooru thinna poren...
eennna thaan aanmeegam pesinalum
me: ellam poinu ponappuram appraisal illai, increment pathalainu sandai podarathula enna arththam irukku...
8:06 PM aneez: vayitrikkum siridhu eethuruvom
me: naan intha vayasukku thakuntha aal illa..
evlo neram aagum.. have i wait..?
aneez: deiii ellam nalla thaan erukkuuu
inga time 10.30
8:07 PM me: ok.. appo eatiituu thuungu..
naallaikku paarkkalaam.
aneez: deii whatever happening to u is good and rightt
me: s...
im also beleiving that...
romba mokkai pottutoom nu ninaikkiren..
aneez: just feel it and try to do thingss
have nice time
bye d
a
me: thanks da for a very good conversation...
8:08 PM byeda...
God bless u...

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